Every so often I get into one of these mysterious fogs – which is where I have been for the last few days. I find that when I am trying to change something in my life and really focus on it, for several days I find that I can’t think straight and nothing goes right – it’s like I am out of kilter with everyone and everything. That is when I know there is going to be a change. For the last several days I have been focusing on getting my on-line course on-line. I have listened to teleconference calls, I have read all the “help” and Tutorials, learning what to do and how to do it. I still don’t really know everything, but from the way things have been going lately, there is going to be a break through real soon.
I learned this about myself many years ago. If I became really dissatisfied with how my life was running, I would soon start thinking about how I wanted it to run, and becoming so dissatisfied that I would do something to make a change. And, for a short period of time I’d get this weird feeling that nothing was going right, and then, one morning I’d wake up and my world was right again; I was happy, and somehow I was doing things differently, realizing different outcomes. For the life of me I can’t figure out why I don’t do this all the time. If I did this with everything in my life that I wasn’t satisfied with, I would not ever be without anything, but it seems that I have to become really dissatisfied – really unhappy – and that doesn’t happen very often. I have learned to adapt very well to circumstances be they good or bad, until they become too bad.
I know that this was the case when I gained so much weight that I scared myself. My weight had gotten out of control and I knew a change had to be made, so I focused on changing this condition and Eureka! the change occurred – albeit, over a period of time, but my attitude changed and my eating habits changed, and then my weight changed. Many other changes occurred, that were so subtle that I didn’t realize it for a long time. I started taking interest in getting out among my friends more often, I started taking an interest in now I looked, how I dressed, what I said and did – it was great. This is something that can be learned by anyone, and that is what the on-line course is all about – learning how to change the things you don’t like about yourself and your life.
As soon as I learn what change has come about, I’ll let you know.
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